Of the Love of God

Of the love of god
Sometimes it is fleeting
Sometimes lost sense of feeling
After walking through the thickness of darkness
After ploughed by a false sense of blamelessness
In waking I find a lost pretence
When shores seems further is not a coincidence
I ask again is it forever lost
The love of god

Of the love of god
Is it a spiritual plateau
That one reaches
After being left in the gutters by a violent world
Find strength in nothing by trusting his word
And in a corner
In reflection and in contemplation
There seems to be no sense of resolution
And I ask myself again
Is it forever lost
The love of God

Of the love of god
I find no resolve
In conflicted meanings
All left mysteriously unsolved

Of the love of god
Not mine to conjure
That I have a sense of longing
Embedded in me
Is only a cold stare to a glaring light
Not one that I stood with belonging

Of the love of god
Is a myriad of mystery
Nothing my mind stands to comprehend
I simply bask in it
Longing, wanting, living, repenting
Of the love of god
Is not wishful thinking
Of butterflies and romantic feeling

Of the love of god
Is embarked by an obedient son
Is reflected like the noon day sun
Is a joyful wandering to a sense of belonging
Is a sorrow lost in the echoes of the world begging
In relief to a better beginning
Is it therefore a lost cause
The love of God?
Or is it the start of a sleepless awakening?

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