Zero

You can read the lyrics of the song here.

Sometimes, if not more times than none, I feel like a numbness has overtaken me, keeps eating up inside. I find myself depressed more times than just being happy. I guess I fit the classic pessimist kinda personality more than those who are mostly optimistic. Sometimes, when walking in faith, we juggle with doubt. They come from myriad circumstances, struggles and emotional bouts. I guess sometimes, God is just distant.

Is doubting an ill feeling disease? I probably am in good company. I remember a quote by Peter Rollins (it’s probably safe to guess that he quoted from someone else but I can’t remember who),

“To believe is human, to doubt divine.”