I find in myself an irony
something I don’t understand
when I get to a point of not giving a damn
That’s when I find me reeling and weak to stand.
Months have passed when we said our goodbyes
whatever joys we had sometimes all felt like lies
but it’s funny when i sat alone today
thoughts of you still haven’t left completely.
I still wonder if there was some miracle if ever there was
for things to change between the two of us
but hopes aside I have to say
things would never be like it was that day.