Free fall

this is me after the free fall
the height of from a tall building
jump without thinking
on the ground still breathing
i wish i were dead
but i’m not
this is me after the free fall
broken to pieces
but still living.

taken to the point of no return
locked up with words none left to utter
everything now is left to burn
dreams now left in the gutter
this is me after the free fall
a death wish
but still living.

thinking but not so much comprehending
looking but not at all perceiving
listening but not at all hearing
feeling but with no sense but numbness
this is me after the free fall
a death invading
but yet still living.

Note: I wrote the first two stanzas on June the 14th and added the third one in August (30th). Reflections written from a break-up that happened just a few months back. These few weeks have been a haunting of the past. It comes and goes. It helps to write them down.

Advertisements

2 thoughts on “Free fall

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s